there's a raging movement inside of me that partly wants me to burst and partly wants me to hold it inside. my ego is on an overload supressing my id but protecting it against my superego. i have come to realize that this world was supposed to be good and nice to me but there are tough challenges along the way which make it utterly difficult to move forward. but all depressions end and are replaced with another. problems get solved and come in the face of another.